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They’re All Fake

Besides the fact that I want to die at times, even when there was that slight chance I might have cancer last year, I didn’t want my life to end.  I wanted things to get better.  I wanted my mind to get better.  I wasn’t ready to go or deal with having to deal with cancer. [...]

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May 09

Indescribable Shadows

When I’m on my run or driving, I think of all the things I want to talk about in my next post.  But as soon as I get in front of a computer, most of those thoughts are gone…

Anywayz, since March 28th, I’ve been doing this walk/run routine.  Mainly because I don’t like any other form of exercise, but also because I’m preparing myself for the Run For Your Lives 5k obstacle course.  In general, my legs are definitely looking better, but nothing else!  I haven’t lost much weight, but I also don’t exactly eat healthy.  I usually eat unhealthy and then say I’ll just go for a run as a quick fix.

This week I started adding a little bit of something else.  I started off with some weight training for my triceps.  Today, however, I did The Biggest Loser Cardio Max Weight-Loss DVD and I nearly died!  I figured with all the running I had been doing that I would be able to do more than just level 1.  Nope!  Another reason I did the DVD is because it’s raining outside.  I don’t want to be a mile or two away from my apartment and it start raining.  I probably won’t be able to get back out there again until Thursday or Friday, so for the next few days I’ll be doing this DVD.

Afterward, I planned my meals for tomorrow!  I’m so excited!  Finally, I’ll eat healthy for a day AND I’ll save money not buying unhealthy processed food :D

Goals for the next couple weeks:

  • Make an exercise calendar
  • Make a meal plan
  • Write a post about Steam Powered Giraffe
  • Write a post about RuPaul
  • Write a post about Babbel

Alrighty.  I feel rather successful with this entry :)  Hopefully it won’t take me as long to write another entry next time.

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Apr 27

My Addiction

I have a problem.

I am an addict.

It’s so hard to get it under control.
It’s hard to say no, or even to limit myself.
Some days are easier than others, while others I’m constantly fighting myself to be strong.

Lately, I’ve lost.
I’ve not only given in, I’ve made a glutton of myself.

My addiction is food.

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Mar 20

Shall we try again?

So, my last blog got hacked into and everything was lost.  Sadface?  Indeed, but let’s move on.

In the near future, I’m about to hit my 30s.  Ugh, can we say, “broken heart?”  Well, with such a pivotal moment about to come up, I realized that my life is completely unorganized and I’ve been denying my responsible role as an adult.  I’d like this blog to be a representation of me improving my life, educating myself with things I should know at my age, and simply just to get my act together.

With that said…let’s make a list!  These are a few topics that I’ll discuss in my blog.

  • Finances: getting them under control
  • Finances: short- and long-term savings
  • Finances: getting out of immediate (credit card) debt
  • Living: my house that I’ll soon be moving into
  • Living: discovering my own style for home decorating and gardening
  • Health: losing weight
  • Health: eating healthy
  • Self-improvement: learning to cook
  • Self-improvement: thinking positive and learning to let go of the past
  • Passion: roller derby and skating
  • Passion: traveling
  • Passion: writing

Those are just a few things that I can think of right now.  I’m happy looking at the list :)  I feel that with all of this, I’ll begin to enjoy life and release myself from stress and hopefully will find inner peace.  I’m confident that such a future is within reach…I just have to KNOW that it WILL happen.

See you on the flip side!

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